I love you with unusual ways..

“In the mirror stands a lover with a broken heart..
... must you go away? My love
I fight my inability.. i scream.. in dreams..”
Must You Go Away – Daniel Sahuleka

I love you with unusual ways..

I love you with unusual ways..
The way that you may not imagine.
But trust me, there is love behind it all.. for you..

I threw away my strenght, just to loving you..
Trying so hard to respect you with all my dignity..
Admiring you with all of my pride..
Even sometime i scream in silence, so you dont have to hear me..
And you know what? There is love behind it all.. for you..

I love you with unusual ways..
Probably, in a ridiculous way..
I let my body shivering hard to hold my emotion,
And let you hurt me with all of your behaviour, and i can only see you through my impeded tears.
And again, there is love behind it all.. for you..

I love you with unusual ways..
Even when i went away from you..
Let you crying on my back..
I was cry, but i need to tell you the lessons..
But i need to give space to myself.. to breathe.. freely..
Just to ask myself “how are you?”
And for the last time, there is love behind it all.. BUT this time, that love is for myself..

I just cant let me hurt myself anymore..